Saturday, 25 February 2012

Education and Motivation.

I have just been reading an article about education and motivation and I realised while reading this excellent artical that my own artistic and every other interest Ive had the passion to make a living from has been scuppered by the 'system' we live in! Its the 'system' that drained away all my hopes and dreams and therefore also my motivations by blocking me at every corner I tried to turn or open doorway I tried to step through.

As an accomplished artist I attempted to sell and teach art but was 'not allowed to' due to my situation in life - namely being married to a disabled person who was in receipt of benefits. I studied for 3 years in alternative healing methods - Aromatherapy Body Massage, Reflexology, Indian Head Massage, Manicure and Cosmetic Makeup all of which, including my Art and Design courses of 3 years duration at Art College gained me qualification after qualification but all came to nothing because I was married to a disabled person and wasnt given the chance by the benefits office to forge a wage earning career from any of it as I tried repeatedly to become Self-Employed to support my family so we ended up having to remain on benefits which subsequently destroyed the marriage.

I still dont know how to 'beat the system' in order to survive but there must be a legal way to do it - somewhere - somehow. I have never been able to break the laws of the land so I remain prisoner to them with all of my earlier motivations gone and my dreams shattered.

Is the payoff for 'civilization' always such a good thing? I personally think not.

The article that set me off questioning is by Dianne Masters and is called 'THE SEDUCTION OF EDUCATION' and can be found in the Autumn 11 Selection UK issue of FHU quarterly journal.

A little about the journal:

Quote from back page info and contact section.

"Selection UK is the quarterly jounal of the Foundation of Human Understanding in the United Kingdom.

If you would like to receive a rgular free copy of this newletter write to FHU Publications, 27 Old Gloucester Street, London WC1 3XX.

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For all those who posses a Personal Computer, we now offer a quick to access, no logging on, free of charge, direct internet service. This enables anyone in any part of the world to hear the most recent Advce Line radio shows with Roy Masters providing help to callers.

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Friday, 10 February 2012

More Thoughts on the Grail and

Another of my posts from the Grail thread which can be found at www.meetup.com/rapture/

From the information Ive recently had access to re the Cathars it does seem that their own version of the Grail was also a stone/crystal. In Luciferian circles there is talk about the Emerald tablet/stone that fell from the crown of Lucifer when he 'fell'. Going off what Ive been recently reading in Otto Rahns book 'Lucifers court' it seems to mention Amber quite a lot. Ive no idea how amber could have been the final assumption of the stone except that Lucifer is believed to have been the God of Light from the north (the then called island of Thule which is modern day Iceland) and Amber was found there. Obviously whenever we are reading someone elses writings or listening to them talk about their beliefs we are only doing just that, listening to their beliefs as they percieve it so we should always ask questions about them which is why Im digging into the holy grail story.

I also believe in the multidimensional beings of light and I believe Lucifer is head of that no matter what name he may go under for it, whether its Lucifer or Kumara or a multitude of other names used to anthropomorphise this wonderful being of light that is actually without bodily form. But I still take him as the first born of creation. Obviously from my reliance on the 'name tag' I am still in need of a label as my own spiritual growth has not yet become high enough to not need to 'personalise' such forms and fathom out the more abstract versions of non anthropomorphised beings. But ascension is my aim in life so I hope to be able to continue learning and growing spiritually.

As well as my love for Lucifer, not as saviour in that he is going to appear in a helicopter and resue us all from the flood but as teacher and guide to give us the tools to rescue ourselves. I also accept and work with the ascension practices of the dreaded New Age Movement (I say dreaded because a lot of people these days think its all fluff and cotton wool but that judgement is the very reason they should look deeper into the information available - dont ever restrict yourself). A good book for this is by Christopher Penczak and is called ASCENSION MAGICK:RITUAL, MYTH & HEALING FOR THE NEW AEON.

Id love to hear more about the nine light beings if you could please put more info up, that would be really interesting and would probably give me another jumping block to carry on my research. I continually ask that eternal question 'What is the real meaning of life?' so any information you may all have would be gratefully received.

I also believe we are the threshold of an en masse spiritual awakening. We shake off the fetters of organised religion and our eyes open but we need to avoid falling into the trap of other systems that are there to side step us from our own development by stopping us from asking questions. I think the only sin in life is to not question life at all.

Yes if the grail exists I believe its not a piece of earth that we can start wars over but the growth of mankind into its true form. So bring on the grail, we are ready and waiting for it. There is a writer Ive known about for many years and read a number of his books who is a visionary scientist aka a scientist with a soul who has written a book concerned with the 'fact' (using science to explain it as well as spirituality) that man is actually hard-wired for peace, not war. Which is in direct opposition to the over generalised dog eat dog mentality we are fed by our 'superiors' and so called betters! Huh the arrogance of the like! Who insist man is hard-wired for war not love. This could be just the distraction they needed to create to pull us away from our own development.

The book by the way is called:

DEEP TRUTH:IGNITING THE MEMORY OF OUR ORIGIN, HISTORY, DESTINY AND FATE by Gregg Braden.

Here is the cygnus book review for it:

"Who are we? Where have we come from, and whats the future for humanity? It seems that a new world is emerging before our eyes, while an unsustainable world of the past struggles to continue. Which world do you choose? In DEEP TRUTH, visionary scientist Gregg Braden investigates the common roots of the major issures that are dividing humanity which, he says,all stem from false assumptions of an outdated science. that have brought us to demise. DEEP TRUTH reveals compelling evidence that evolution alone does not explain our existence and that we have been on Earth much longer than acknowledged by conventional history. Gregg also shows that we are 'wired' for peace, not war, and that we're at a pivotal point in our existence. These discoveries give us the reasons to think differently about ourselves. With that difference, the solutions become obvious, and the choices become clear! Gregg Braden brings together elements of all his previous work into one cohesive vision for the future of mankind."


ps.

On the subject of ascension, has anyone read any of the Barbara Hand Clow books or the Barbara Marciniak? A few titles from each are:

By Clow:

THE PLEIADIAN AGENDA
THE PLEIADIAN WORKBOOK
THE ALCHEMY OF NINE DIMENSIONS:THE 2011/2012 PROPHECIES AND NINE DIMENSIONS OF CONSCIOUSNESS

By Marciniak

BRINGERS OF THE DAWN
EARTH:PLEIADIAN KEYS TO THE LIVING LIBRARY
FAMILY OF LIGHT
PATH OF EMPOWERMENT:PLEIADIAN WISDOM FOR A WORLD IN CHAOS.

All of these are fantastic books full of information. The Alchemy of the Nine Dimensions though is pretty hard going and more for those who have studies her earlier works first. Also the Pleiadian Agenda excercises can be pretty difficult such as the Merkaba. But all the others I recommend fully for beginners.

Best regards x

The Search for the Holy Grail

This is a post I recently put up on the thread called THE SEARCH FOR THE HOLY GRAIL which can be found at www.meetup.com/rapture in its entirety with posts by other members too which I wont be putting up here due to copyright.

"I love learning of the Cathars and maybe thats because they suffered so horrifically at the hands of God's servants that my heart goes out to them as much as it does to any other person who has had to suffer in those horrific and evil ways.

But I also find it refreshing that someone, even if they were 12 and 13th century, who actually thought of Luciferianism as I do, as a loving and beneficial system of living and of giving to the world. Its hard to find that in the Luciferian community today because so many of them are satanists and insist that Lucifer is only dark, black and evil. Thats ok for them if thats what they believe but I dont hold to that, to me there is a big and major difference but it takes a lot of extra research and study to find it out. So as usual I generally stand alone in my beliefs.

They say, that the Cathars had the Grail or Gral, and it was never a cup that collected the blood of jesus after being used by him for the last supper but that it was actually the stone that fell from the crown of Lucifer when he 'fell' to earth.

Apparantly as well, the story of Parzival written by a German Troubadore is a direct account of the life of the Cathars and of the people of Monsegure castle in Southern France. Id love to read this book but I can only find it at ridiculous prices up to now. Id also love to travel the South of France to see the last resting place of the Cathars and if my hoped for lottery win will cover it, travel the rest of Europe where they thrived too such as Italy, Germany, and Bosnia.

It fascinates me that the whole idea of chivalry and the knights of the round table appears to have originated in the Europe of the Cathars, hence the story of Parzival (Percival) the knight that finds the Grail and becomes the Grail King.

Now to buy that winning lottery ticket lol xx

My new and updated blogsite.

Hello, Ive decided to create this new blog for somewhere to post all my finding on the occult, paranormal,and new science, alternative lifestyles and just the total wierdness of life. My old blog is now rather outdated as my views have changed a lot and I needed something that would reflect that. I am also soon to become an admin on www.mysterial.org which is a huge worldwide site also devoted to the wierdness of life, the occult and spirit.

. I have a page on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/LumielsGnosticConclave and an open discussion group on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/groups/LGCopen/ So hopefully will see you at one of those groups too to share info and chat.